The glint on a raw surface exposes the value beneath. It is
not a charm that outshines the content but the slow plod of inherent epistemic
stability of virtue. It is not a sudden
ideal that is fashioned onto an unsuspecting world but the slow build of
hundreds and thousands of tiny concrete actions that define the character as it
takes shape. And none of this is for the purpose of grand epistemological
vision of the self, the glory of recognition, or the plastered glossy image of
the self on some wall or building. It is from the passion and desire of the
mind. Much like the Maxwellian demon with its infinite industry and focus
separates the fast from the slow and the true from the false, these few that
live in their ideal world of passion and desire live for the sake of
accomplishing their dreams and separate themselves through their excellence.
I met this fourteen year youth a long time ago. My bicycle
needed a repair for a flat tire and having walked it down to the local shop. I came face to face with this person. His face
was unwashed and he wore rags for clothes. He seemed to have right lazy eye
that lagged the other a bit as he turned to look. And he smelled of tobacco. He
took my bicycle and sat on a squared piece of concrete which was to be his “shop.”
He immediately went to work prying open the tire and finding the nail within
the cavity and using glue and a patch he had it inflated in no time. During the
intensity of his work his eyes darted back and forth across the floor where
seeing a cigarette butt, he picked it up and inhaled and not being lit, he took
it out from in between his lips and stacked it next to his “concrete-block-seat,”
adding to his collection.
The bike was repaired and as he was about to hand it over to
me, he stopped in mid movement and with his hands on the bicycle walked around
it inspecting it. Then he shook his head and held up his index finger for a
moment implying, I should wait. I did. After a few more minutes of some
clanking wrenches and screw drivers, he stood up again and looked at his
project. His eyes seemed to sparkle beneath his dirt covered face. His lips
broke into a smile exposing his discolored teeth. He seemed happy with his
work. I thanked him and nodded his head. I paid for the repair at the desk and
then tendered some money as a tip. He refused with the wave of his hand as he
eyed my bicycle, looking for imperfections. As he handed over the bicycle to
me, he used the tattered sleeve on his shirt to clean some of the grease that
had gotten on the handlebars. He inspected once again and gave the bike one
last pat before moving over to receive the next customer who had arrived.
Many years later, I drove by the shop and found that it was
no longer there. Next to the empty spot was a huge building for automotive
services. I stopped and decided to get an oil change.
With my car on the hydraulic lift, several young men were
working in the automotive bays. I saw a man look in from the large picture
window. Moments later he was in the bay helping out one of the workers. I was
transfixed with his demeanor and his constantly darting eyes. His hands were
flying over underneath the car that the worker was helping change the oil. As
he came closer to where I was sitting waiting for my car, I noticed he had a
lazy right eye that lagged the other when he turned to look. He was him! Him!
the little youth, bumming cigarette butts several years ago, he was now an
auto-mechanic!
I introduced myself and reminded him about our past
encounter. He was amused and courteous and soon went back to his rigor of
inspections and perfection. He helped with the oil change and checked brake
fluids, brake-pads and all relevant things that were visible and might be out
of frame. He now chewed gum constantly. The smell of grease had over taken the
smell of tobacco and the gum was a good substitute for innocent indulgence.
Later I found out that the fourteen year old had grown up to
become the owner of this large facility. Good on him! I thought. This was a well-deserved
success for “The Stuff of Excellence.”
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